i hate it here. i hate my house. i feel so trapped. i can't stand my mom. or my dad. or anything. it's so annoying. I just can't go anywhere. i feel all the time that I was not supposed to be here. no, I'm not suicidal. I mean here like with this family. which offends them when I say so. cause I'm not allowed to have an opinion. proving my point. i would do well in another family. or my family would do well without me. now if only I had the grades and the money to leave for college.
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